i miss being motivated to work on this place & also hate how distant i've become from everyone here.
people sometimes message me and i just feel too out of touch now.
i think 2015 was the peak of this place for me, i used to make friends with 90% of the people that joined but idk i think when some members started to dislike me i handled it pretty badly.
i like the current iteration of lewd but at the same time i kinda wanna make lewd 4.0 more focused on individual interactions with people.

