Random thoughts thread

random thought. random rant I guess?

But I guess people who know me and have seen my posts back in the day. I was pretty depressed back in the day.

I am glad to say that I have finally gotten professional help and medication for my depression. I just wish I did this 5 years ago

Yuu_ Congrats! I hope you're feeling better now then <3 What did they put you on?

Yuu_ Awesome!

malmon Thank you Trying zoloft now.

Yuu_ Ah, I suppose that would explain the lack of sleep~?

malmon You're a nice lad Malmon.

And no, that is not the reasons. I've had chronic sleep deprivation for years now haha. Atm I just have a problem going to bed on time.

Need to git gud.

Everything will be daijobu

Good afternoon people, it's been a while since my last post here. To be honest i'm always changing and somehow i feel i'm always represented by this thread, it's hilarious. I love reading your thoughts, keep it up <3

Yuu_ <3 Yeah, I "struggle" with that too ^^'7 I'd probably struggle less if I showered in the mornings instead of the evenings, as there would be less overhead to going to bed...

laifot Hiya~ I hope you're doing well ^_^

laifot Long time since I saw your face around here Glad to see you're still around.

Amen. This is the eternal thread.

Yuu_ Smoking or vaping?

malmon Tried smoking. Could do it for a while but these days I just throw up from it. Tastes ass. Vaping is interesting but not my thing.

I do snus / nicotine pouches https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Snus

Yuu_ Huh, interesting - never heard of that before~ What does it taste like?

malmon Kind of mint/gum. Swedish snus has hundreds of different flavours... energy drink, liqourice, menthol, mint etc.. a lot to choose from.

I mostly do tobacco-free with artificial nicotine. Tastes better.

Yuu_ I mostly do tobacco-free with artificial nicotine

That just sounds like the most unhealthy variant lmao

very bored of life, never motivated to do anything outside of work anymore, so many unfinished projects

clare glances at the ESP32 on his desk... Though had I known that the SDK for that thing was gonna be so bloated and annoying to use, I'd have bought a different board lol

Oh hey this place is still alive. Haven't checked in a while.

Yuu_
Glad you're doing better, I'm trying to do the same thing.

Somehow, Amadu Konohana, the eldest surviving aunt turned San'Shyuum, now at 317 years old, and the least known character of mine that never was mentioned at all until now will begin visiting other alien worlds. She has survived the destruction of Lucia and vows to seek revenge for whoever did it that blew the planet up long ago.

Leaving behind her past fetishes, she becomes more moralistic than even the rest of the Senate, and would become the best ambassador the Covenant would ever have.

By summertime, too bad I'll have to take over Gensokyo and do what the Lucians had done before, total subjugation. Perhaps convincing the youkai to break alliance with the humans and wage war alongside them. And perhaps going to blow up the Lunar Capital and everything they ever stand for a little bit later.

clare
Honestly that's been going on in my life as well. I've been lacking things that I really want to do and it leads me to waste a good amount of time doing nothing. Not that doing nothing is all that bad, but sometimes you just hit a a streak of boredom where you don't know what you want to do and you regret the time you wasted. I need to find more things that excite me and get me to do things.