tomadoi The way I see it a true god can be everywhere and be everything and encompass all of infinity, not bound by physicality or really anything else.
Hmm, perhaps more like an aether of sorts then? I think the main issue is with using the word "god" to describe what your thoughts are. "God" is much more of a physical concept, so it's natural that one might tend to describe them as a parent, or ruler of some sort.
tomadoi S-sorry I communicate very awkwardly (;´Д`)
You sound fine to me~ I think the concept you're trying to explain is just difficult to explain, as you say. Perhaps reading more philosophy or something would help formalise your ideas.