I'd been having some worrying thoughts as of late... Over the past few days, I was genuinely beginning to worry whether I was developing signs of psychopathy. Luckily that wasn't the case, but I was really cold and distrustful of other people, so I've decided to change that.
Today, I got to smile twice when people were nice to me. First, when my co-workers gladly accepted my share of this week's work so I could get my surgery done this week, after I'd planned to stay awake all night figuring out what I needed to do from piecemeal notes. And second, when the doctor I saw today didn't even make a fuss over my rush to complete his paperwork, and gave me the clearance I needed, no hassle.
I was so relieved... Could you believe I thought he would get angry at me for not having everything done? I even thought he'd throw me out of his office at one point, that was before I saw him of course. And as for my co-workers... If they were really gonna stab me in the back, why would they put in all this extra effort teaching me how to maintain the system? Jeez...
Well, I'm not gonna beat myself up over it. Maybe the world isn't so cruel, after all...
