These things usually turn out pretty interesting.

-eating marginal amounts of soap is just a caveat of life -can you get cash back on mail orders I thought both of these things back when I was nocturnal on my PC all night and decided to write them down.

Isn't everyone a time traveler since we are constantly moving in the forward direction #SushiThoughts

Are hamburgers actually made out of ham?

"wow I never think of anything interesting"

To people who leave their pens unretracted: why

i really want some salad rightnow :salad:

I should probably improve my social skills

Short Thought: In this world, there are people whose entire careers revolve around providing English voice acting to Japanese pornographic animation. What a time to be alive.

SushiFeelings wrote: I should probably improve my social skills

Random thoughts thread

malmon

clicky Oh, and one thing I'd definitely keep is the forum banner stuff, but perhaps make it a bit more open as to who can actually add them to the site, so I'm not just having to pester Steph to add them. Dunno how much work it would be to have something like that added to a mod/admin cp.

I really like having the user-submitted banners. It sort of adds to the feeling that the forum itself is a community, rather than just an opaquely-run service.

clicky

malmon maybe i try modernising the old layout. i think showing off everything that here's good, just it doesn't look great when there's a tonne of categories and half of them are last reply x months ago and that's all you see on first load.

maybe i make the categories reorder based on most active to least active. or show the last few threads from each categories activity. i'll have a think and do some research.

clicky

ignore the design itself, but going to be bringing back an old lewd feature, where the reply system functioned like imageboards - except doing it even better and having each post display the posts that are referencing it

still to come is greentext

malmon

Merry Christmaaaaas~

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clicky I love you. I haven't been on bc i haven't been home and idk the login details for my account haha

clicky

COUPLED love you too. and now if you try to do a password reset it'll work now.

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think i'll become a zombie if I don't get accepted into school

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executive order signed, want to roll back gender change on federal documents. Wonder if i'll get my passport taken away

choquet

I wonder how long I can continue to live independently of meaningful social interaction. My thoughts seem like a slew of vague impressions at the moment. If we are social beings, then coinsurance through others is the greatest anchor in reality that you can hope to have. It feels like I was born into insularity.

choquet

Valentine's Day has rolled around. Just another reminder of how lonely I am. It almost pains me to go outside now, it pains me to look at the girl wearing a croptop at the supermarket, to look at that girl in the park pushing a white pram, or the Vivienne Westwood urbaners with hennaed hair... I'm so disconnected from these people. I also probably have a throat infection right now, so that doesn't help.

I'm invisible to people, which is what I always wanted, but I can't help but miss the presence of others. Feels like I've become lion food. Thinking about a lot of things, but it all comes out as a pharyngealized whimper.

malmon

choquet I feel the same a lot of the time, tbh. I mostly just ignored it this year, since I had other stuff going on on Valentine's day, and also having a friend with a 14th of February birthday kinda forces things in another direction too. I wish I had the answer v_v

choquet

malmon Probably my fault for giving it meaning just because others do. Any novelty feels good to me, which is why I chose to leave my house in the first place. I shouldn't have anything to complain about.

No thoughts, head empty. University is starting up again. I don't think that I'll be able to talk to anyone yet. Feels like I'm going through the throes of inertia, trying to reconnect with people despite not having spoken to anyone for months.
Someone once told me that isolation was "retarding" in a way. That's probably true, and I'm all the worse for it;--whether it's really all so ugly and anarchic, there's really no excuse for the level of social incompetency that I'm habitually couched in.

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