Backlash wrote:
floattube wrote:
I don't want anything to do with IT anymore. Don't know if I am going to change my major or just leave college and find a different job. I just can't find enjoyment in it anymore though.
Maybe you've just been unlucky with projects? I remember I was pretty much fed up with programming till I set up my personal website.
Nah, I'm just thinking it isn't for me.
I took a few programming classes my first semester and it made me want to rip my hair out. I had a job repairing laptops for a while that drove me insane and honestly made me hate my life. I'm a networking major now, and I do not know what I am doing. Last semester I studied and studied but nothing would ever stick. I am kind of ok with Cisco routers and such but I don't enjoy it. I find every aspect of it to be a pain. Everyone in my classes are years ahead of me. I'm so far behind and I can't even find any motivation for trying to catch back up.
I know this is going against everything in the world, and I probably will get a lot of hate for this but whatever. STEM isn't for me. I'm not going to force myself to learn things that don't interest me. I'd rather take my time and learn something that I will enjoy doing for the rest of my life. I am thinking about getting a degree in education, but I haven't decided yet. Why spend the rest of my life being unhappy?