I'm beginning to lose faith slowly in the fictional American elections I had set up a few weeks back despite all the best effort I went through. I was just about ready to call it off altogether out of involuntary boredom and inattentiveness whilst doing other projects in progress. Something like Danganronpa but a mixture of slash horror, creepypasta originals, and psychotic teenage children under mind control happily wanting to kill off a handsome undercover Interpol member in cold blood under the guise of a foreign intern in suburban Japan in my recent sleep, with a slice of dark romance. It's only a concept in my mind now, but I'll get on that later.
I feel that my residing country is indistinguishable in being crippled from within out of negligence by a little thing called illness as much as it is in real life by a combination of rampant corruption and other high-level crimes. Equally as worse, the Lucians haven't had a powerful leader for quite a while now to rule over, referring to as the "Leaderless Era", because the Torian sister race is still working on finding a good connection signal to locate, reunite with them and appoint a new leader in their favor when given the chance.
I still have a bit of humanity left for America (not counting NATO because it's undergoing withdrawal anyway), but if this starts to spiral out beyond repair, then only the people that mattered to me the most in life and not the leaders that represent me is all that remain from here on out. Nobody in the 1% category that runs the world would even notice about it, call it silent patriotism but no intent of treason.