I need to apply for jobs. Gotta update my resumé, cover letter and print out stuff. But I keep falling back on my terrible sleep patterns ¯_(ツ)_/¯ Tomorow I will force myself to do it I guess, with copious amounts of coffee.
Pretty much feel no confidence at all, imposter syndrome. Been outside society for 1-2 yearish being semi-neet. Lost touch with a lot of old hobbies like tech, trying to rediscover it now though..
Looking back 3 years, before depression. I don't even recognize myself. Guess one way to see it is that you evolve and grow from your hardships. But I miss my old self sometimes.
(Just bit of a blogpost)