I hate school. I want to drop out but I am so far in it now that I might as well finish. I have no free time anymore and all I do is stress out about my lackluster grades. I thought I would want to be in the field I chose but I changed my mind as I cannot remember anything, but I am so poor that I can't afford to pay of my loans if I were to change my major or drop out. I'm just stuck and I don't know what to do. I have to drop one class as I couldn't afford the materials for the class, but I kept telling myself that I would be able to afford it soon. And go figure it was the only thing that I couldn't use financial aid for. I just feel lost.