I'm in that weird spot where I feel a strong urge to do things, but not strong enough to actually do anything. So I just keep thinking that until I go to bed frustrated I didn't do things I wanted during the day. Repeat.

    ChiitoChan Happens to me as well. I found that making a list of small stuff to do during the day helps, you still didn't accomplish anything grand but you'll be happy to have done some of the stuff that needed to be done during your day. Faito!

    malmon Not sure really, probably half desk half manual labour would be nice. But with a desk job, though it pays well and you have comfort you don't really have anything to show at the end of the week. Manual labour you create/build stuff so you have a certain sense of accomplishment though it's tougher (especially due to weather).
    Really hope I become annuitant somehow lol
    What's your mood @malmon?

        ChiitoChan Relateable. At some point my frustration with myself boils over and I'm in hardcore work mode for a week or so until I eventually burn out and the cycle starts anew.

          Dontmindme

          I suppose it's alright if the work isn't too repetetive. Last time I did manual labour, I felt like offing myself ^_^'

          As for my mood... currently I'm rather tired - It's been a pretty busy weekend. Somewhat excited though, because I might be going go-karting soon~

              5 days later

              malmon One thing I'd like to try is knife forging. Apparently it pays like shit though, so I might not make it my job...
              I also have plans to go go-Karting at some point. Rest well and enjoy the race! It should be very fun.

                  Dontmindme

                  Knife forging sounds really cool though! Could make yourself a set of sick kitchen knives~

                    a month later

                    Powerful! Can't remember the last time I used my mod powers ^_^''

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                      "With great power, comes great responsibility"

                      mnl Sorta~ I saw that you flagged the post, but I wasn't notified of it.

                        8 days later

                        Slightly discontent. But I don't know over what yet. It's weird.

                          Foolguy

                          I get that sometimes, I think. This feeling like there should be more to life than I've managed to experience so far...

                            3 months later

                            Missing old times, wondering about "what ifs" and "what if hads".

                            But I have to say I like the Christmas hat malmon, I like little touches like that.

                              Foolguy

                              Hehe, thank you~ I've added it every December since joining, I think... Almost forgot last year though ^_^'

                              euuugh, you have no idea how often "what if hads" occupy my mind...

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