Any of you guys on a down point in their life? Anyone just suffer from depression in general? Lets this thread be for venting about the shit that has you down. tfw 3 months clean off heroin but still dream about it tfw the only qt you feel like you have a chance with moved out of state tfw the last time said qt was here she was using heroin again tfw 22 year old college drop out working fast food tfw your waifu will never be real tfw haven't made any new friends since high school (acquaintances don't count) tfw almost all your problems are completely your fault

Yeah sure, I'll bite. tfw past decisions still haunt you to this very day tfw ex girlfriend won't ever understand you again tfw trap exboyfriend will never forgive you or talk to you ever again tfw fucking up hardcore in college and you're on your last legs tfw the thought of absolute loneliness still haunts you late at night tfw most of my friends that I've had around 2012-2013 are either gone or left with another group of friends tfw no one will ever find you attractive enough to date again tfw you're not even safe in your dreams anymore

It's okay I'm sure things will start looking up for the both of you! ;~;

You know that depression isn't something that's "cool". It doesn't make you different. Depression is treatable, you can get over this point in your life. It's not permanent. I got counseling, it works. It works miracles.

losi wrote: You know that depression isn't something that's "cool". It doesn't make you different. Depression is treatable, you can get over this point in your life. It's not permanent. I got counseling, it works. It works miracles. Who's trying to look cool or stand out from their depression? Y'know that counselling doesn't always work for some people either, right? There's definitely always a bright side in the future, but I'm pretty sure this is a thread to just share woes both new and old. [size=xx-small]Unless this post was bait[/size]

LameSheep wrote: losi wrote: You know that depression isn't something that's "cool". It doesn't make you different. Depression is treatable, you can get over this point in your life. It's not permanent. I got counseling, it works. It works miracles. Who's trying to look cool or stand out from their depression? Y'know that counselling doesn't always work for some people either, right? There's definitely always a bright side in the future, but I'm pretty sure this is a thread to just share woes both new and old. [size=xx-small]Unless this post was bait[/size] I'm not a piece of shit who baits. I've had my share of problems.

tfw emotions are not entirely under my control tfw my intense happiness means depression is just around the corner tfw my stints of depression are caused by imbalanced chemicals in my brain rather than sadness because my puppy died tfw i want my boss to die of a heart attack tfw i realize my depression is out of my control without medication Clinical depression is not the same as other types of depression. I'm fairly well off and happy in my life, I just have times I can't motivate myself to even stand the fuck up, and its all because of a chemical imbalance.

tfw no vagina tfw you always feel fat tfw you hide your 8am, 3pm, 10pm crying sessions tfw creepy stepdad getting released from jail

tfw dropped out of high school tfw working in fast food tfw family won't talk to me anymore tfw haven't made / had any friends since sophmore year. tfw too poor for meds. tfw too pussy to end it.

grew up with a mother who was abused as a child & teenager said grandma tainted 1st child of mother named Corrine Corrine was beautiful but Jebbika's dad wasn't her dad Evil Woman (grandma) told Corrine just before she did her exams a year early that Jebbika's dad wasn't her real dad Mothers side of the family tainted Corrine even more, calling evil of Jebbika's dad. Jebbika begins to practice acting different expressions and voices Jebbika is now 8 - 9 ish when boom! Corrine runs away. Guess where she goes? Evil Womans house. Accusations of child abuse from Evil Woman was pointed on my dad broke... no money. The case was dropped. Jebbika was sad Was bullied all of primary school Had regular fights The one person Jebbika had and loved as a brother left her in the dirt after going out for a few weeks. (Now aged 10 - 11) Was with that boy ever since was young After going to secondary school (high school) never spoke again Got bullied even more found out had anxiety (age 12) got arrhythmia (late 12) found at had arrhythmia (mid-13) couldn't even do the most simplest of tasks couldn't run, the one thing she did she most. She used to be one of the boys. She used to run and play. She used to go everywhere. dizziness vomiting breathlessness managed to tell parents this (late-13) with some rehab over-came arrhythmia figured out how crappy the world is hates the idea of growing up even when happy was always bored bored bored bored realization that she wants to be a boy (early 14s) has decided that she wants to keep her original gender but wants to live as a boy (mid-14s) expectations of her grades even higher than before exams next year wont be able to do it lost herself in the emotions she practiced acting only feels like her normal self on the internet in real life she's constantly thinking about what expression to make and how to act depending on the day doubts of her aspirations nobody loved music as much as her music is painful and here we are. windows were smashed through by neighbors paint saying "rude" and/or "pedo" written in white paint on the door threats cameras pointing into our house egged windows (lol) spends £250 on security cameras £100 ish left in bank mortgage due parents doing all-nighters to protect Jebbika next door knows my parents surnames and things they shouldnt know high suspicion of them bugging us, they know when we sleep and play music loudly even when we leave the lights on they can hear us (the bugs) tired of everything bored

Depression corner

mayunaise

@Blood Lust @[deleted] Due to the derailing of the thread, I am forced to take action.
Your posts beyond what was initially there before the argument will be deleted. Please take your personal affairs to PM'ing. Thank you.

Mimi

Rii wrote:
@Blood Lust @[deleted] Due to the derailing of the thread, I am forced to take action.
Your posts beyond what was initially there before the argument will be deleted. Please take your personal affairs to PM'ing. Thank you.

I already took care of most of it but thanks.

Backlash

Trying to get off sleeping pills for 3rd time this year
Tired as hell for a whole week
Nonetheless working my ass off for two class projects
Spend all day and all night Friday writing a gigantic essay
Next day: Rear-end somebody
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Somehow manage to get all my shit done literally five minutes before the deadline
Professor emails us two minutes later

"Hey guys, I've extended the due date on the second part by ten days. Just thought you should know!"

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And, today.

Boot off pen drive for Linux
Used it to transfer some files; didn't touch the OS
Ubuntu hangs at the loading screen
MFW I can't fix it
MFW I've lost my entire class project (different class)
MFW I have no face

Man, I may not have depression anymore, but this has got to be the mother of all shitty weeks for me. Pretty much the only good things that've happened are that I bought a light novel for a dollar and that my mom didn't die in a multi-car pileup that happened Friday. At this point, I'm just thankful I haven't been permanently crippled in a train accident or something.

kuroNeeSama

tfw your parents had a really angry divorce when I was young
tfw my mom commits suicide only a few years after
tfw I was told it was just a car accident until my grandma tells me a few months ago
tfw I grew as attached to my grandma as I did to my mom
tfw she dies earlier this year before I can ask her so many more things
tfw etc.

Backlash

kuroNeeSama wrote:
tfw your parents had a really angry divorce when I was young
tfw my mom commits suicide only a few years after
tfw I was told it was just a car accident until my grandma tells me a few months ago
tfw I grew as attached to my grandma as I did to my mom
tfw she dies earlier this year before I can ask her so many more things
tfw etc.

Jesus... Hun, I'm so sorry.

Had I gone through that myself, especially today, I'd be a volatile, screaming wreck. To endure that and stand tall is more than a product of necessity; in fact, it's nothing short of admirable.

manko

Currently a bit of a hikikomori :3

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