Any of you guys on a down point in their life? Anyone just suffer from depression in general? Lets this thread be for venting about the shit that has you down. tfw 3 months clean off heroin but still dream about it tfw the only qt you feel like you have a chance with moved out of state tfw the last time said qt was here she was using heroin again tfw 22 year old college drop out working fast food tfw your waifu will never be real tfw haven't made any new friends since high school (acquaintances don't count) tfw almost all your problems are completely your fault

Yeah sure, I'll bite. tfw past decisions still haunt you to this very day tfw ex girlfriend won't ever understand you again tfw trap exboyfriend will never forgive you or talk to you ever again tfw fucking up hardcore in college and you're on your last legs tfw the thought of absolute loneliness still haunts you late at night tfw most of my friends that I've had around 2012-2013 are either gone or left with another group of friends tfw no one will ever find you attractive enough to date again tfw you're not even safe in your dreams anymore

It's okay I'm sure things will start looking up for the both of you! ;~;

You know that depression isn't something that's "cool". It doesn't make you different. Depression is treatable, you can get over this point in your life. It's not permanent. I got counseling, it works. It works miracles.

losi wrote: You know that depression isn't something that's "cool". It doesn't make you different. Depression is treatable, you can get over this point in your life. It's not permanent. I got counseling, it works. It works miracles. Who's trying to look cool or stand out from their depression? Y'know that counselling doesn't always work for some people either, right? There's definitely always a bright side in the future, but I'm pretty sure this is a thread to just share woes both new and old. [size=xx-small]Unless this post was bait[/size]

LameSheep wrote: losi wrote: You know that depression isn't something that's "cool". It doesn't make you different. Depression is treatable, you can get over this point in your life. It's not permanent. I got counseling, it works. It works miracles. Who's trying to look cool or stand out from their depression? Y'know that counselling doesn't always work for some people either, right? There's definitely always a bright side in the future, but I'm pretty sure this is a thread to just share woes both new and old. [size=xx-small]Unless this post was bait[/size] I'm not a piece of shit who baits. I've had my share of problems.

tfw emotions are not entirely under my control tfw my intense happiness means depression is just around the corner tfw my stints of depression are caused by imbalanced chemicals in my brain rather than sadness because my puppy died tfw i want my boss to die of a heart attack tfw i realize my depression is out of my control without medication Clinical depression is not the same as other types of depression. I'm fairly well off and happy in my life, I just have times I can't motivate myself to even stand the fuck up, and its all because of a chemical imbalance.

tfw no vagina tfw you always feel fat tfw you hide your 8am, 3pm, 10pm crying sessions tfw creepy stepdad getting released from jail

tfw dropped out of high school tfw working in fast food tfw family won't talk to me anymore tfw haven't made / had any friends since sophmore year. tfw too poor for meds. tfw too pussy to end it.

grew up with a mother who was abused as a child & teenager said grandma tainted 1st child of mother named Corrine Corrine was beautiful but Jebbika's dad wasn't her dad Evil Woman (grandma) told Corrine just before she did her exams a year early that Jebbika's dad wasn't her real dad Mothers side of the family tainted Corrine even more, calling evil of Jebbika's dad. Jebbika begins to practice acting different expressions and voices Jebbika is now 8 - 9 ish when boom! Corrine runs away. Guess where she goes? Evil Womans house. Accusations of child abuse from Evil Woman was pointed on my dad broke... no money. The case was dropped. Jebbika was sad Was bullied all of primary school Had regular fights The one person Jebbika had and loved as a brother left her in the dirt after going out for a few weeks. (Now aged 10 - 11) Was with that boy ever since was young After going to secondary school (high school) never spoke again Got bullied even more found out had anxiety (age 12) got arrhythmia (late 12) found at had arrhythmia (mid-13) couldn't even do the most simplest of tasks couldn't run, the one thing she did she most. She used to be one of the boys. She used to run and play. She used to go everywhere. dizziness vomiting breathlessness managed to tell parents this (late-13) with some rehab over-came arrhythmia figured out how crappy the world is hates the idea of growing up even when happy was always bored bored bored bored realization that she wants to be a boy (early 14s) has decided that she wants to keep her original gender but wants to live as a boy (mid-14s) expectations of her grades even higher than before exams next year wont be able to do it lost herself in the emotions she practiced acting only feels like her normal self on the internet in real life she's constantly thinking about what expression to make and how to act depending on the day doubts of her aspirations nobody loved music as much as her music is painful and here we are. windows were smashed through by neighbors paint saying "rude" and/or "pedo" written in white paint on the door threats cameras pointing into our house egged windows (lol) spends £250 on security cameras £100 ish left in bank mortgage due parents doing all-nighters to protect Jebbika next door knows my parents surnames and things they shouldnt know high suspicion of them bugging us, they know when we sleep and play music loudly even when we leave the lights on they can hear us (the bugs) tired of everything bored

Depression corner

Em.

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tfw failing school
>tfw don't do nothing about
>tfw waste my time on stupid stuff
>tfw realise my future is shit
>tfw don't feel like I deserve what I have

:c

I know that feel all too well, but I'm an unhealthy optimist so it never really affected me too much aside from being a constant source of fuel for anxiety.

Damn it, is everyone here fucking depressed or something? Well, if anyone needs an outlet feel free to message me, I'd be glad to help out as best as I can. Cheer up guys <3

Utsutsu

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Yeah, I'm not really optimistic.. at all.

Also, been depressed for, about 3 years. It isn't as bad as it was, but it sunk pretty deep a few times.

Em.

23124

23123

Yeah, I'm not really optimistic.. at all.

Also, been depressed for, about 3 years. It isn't as bad as it was, but it sunk
pretty deep a few times.

It's a double-edged sword for me, I often think "it'll sort itself out" although it usually doesn't, just leaving me in a bigger mess.

I've noticed that most of my issues - especially when it comes to school, arise from my lack of dicipline. I wish I could give you some advice, but I have no idea how to do well in school except simply getting shit done without thinking about how fucking tedious it is, which I'm completely inept at. Give the Pomodoro Method a go, it has helped me a little when I've not been to lazy to neglect it.

mayunaise

Im going to get really irritated real quick, so im not going to bother typing TFW for everything.
[size=xx-large]>TFW
[/size]

completely alone
stuck being a shitty transgender, cant help but feel sad when i think about, mention, or see the lucky members of the opposite sex
feel like shit daily
dont really want to tell anyone but i end up doing it anyway cause it fucking hurts
get misunderstood and stigmatised for it after
have to completely separate my two personas
cant switch back on whim
stuck being a complete monster of a human being
6'1
black
live in 3rd world shithole
no cute or redeeming features
people think im cute and i have to explain to them that im not
cry for hours because of it
99.9% likely to die as a vagrant or in a ditch somewhere because no academic skills
will forever be stuck like this
wont give birth
no kids
my lineage dies with me
can almost never carry on conversation for more than 5 minutes
thoughts are like a beehive, constantly end up trailing off of what im supposed to be doing and doing something else
only person irl i used to reciprocate feelings with completely shuns me, never says a word to me unless i start the conversation
no one will really love me, for logical reasons
this actually affects me
have too many problems, not willing to seek help
my problems most likely dont mean shit, i should just drop the shit and move on being a boy
the idea of that makes me dig my wrists with my nails
needy as fuck
all my past relationships ended because i was simply 'too unstable' or 'unfitted for them'
got dumped completely out of the blue, expected to just act normally the next day
ex who i still love flirts with others right in front of my face
cant say anything about it since it doesnt concern me
cant do anything but cry
cant cry anymore
can only suffer

not too pussy to end it, but god is cruel and has """saved"" my life on more than one occasion
cant kill self even if i try
try not to let it, ends up getting worse

Just for extra measure.

have not and will never be tenderly hugged by someone outside my family without bad intentions
will never be petted slowly on the head

Usuka

Rii wrote:
will never be petted slowly on the head

pets @Rii on the head

mayunaise

Usuka wrote:
Rii wrote:
will never be petted slowly on the head

pets @Rii on the head

Awwh. <3

Kiss of Death

tfw no significant other for 20 years and still counting
tfw no member of opposite sex will look at you
tfw nose twisted so bad my face is a joke
tfw no sense of smell
tfw getting fatter by the day
tfw living my life as a constant time killer withering away
tfw greatest feeling of joy I have is when talking to people over the internet
tfw seriously considering said people as family
tfw best enjoyment is when writing reviews
tfw nobody reads said reviews
tfw greatest accomplishment yet is making a fap material for random people on the internet
tfw spending at least one hour a day hitting the refresh button on lewd index page hoping for a notification
tfw spent more time watching anime than trying to socialize
tfw IRL friend committed suicide a fair bit ago and I can't bring myself to shed a single tear to this day
tfw mentality of a kid, making problems out of insignificant things that shouldn't be a source of depression
tfw own mother called me worthless on impulse
tfw all of the above is pathetic

Ashley

Kiss of Death wrote:
tfw spending at least one hour a day hitting the refresh button on lewd index page hoping for a notification

here u go

Ashley

I think it's time I make a post of my own. There was a bunch of shit here but now there is not.

feel like it's not a matter of if I'll off myself, but a matter of when.

Customer

tfw you havem't had friends since middle school
tfw dropped out of high school (but for a good reason)
tfw in a very deep shell with people IRL
tfw mom is crazy
tfw drink to forget the pain
tfw sometimes don't have money to forget pain
tfw every day goes slower and slower
tfw you want to love someone but no one there and hasn't been for around 7 years
tfw sick and tired of being sick and tired

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tn5421

Nanashi wrote:
tfw no significant other for 20 years and still counting
tfw no member of opposite sex will look at you
~~>tfw nose twisted so bad my face is a joke~~
tfw no sense of smell
tfw getting fatter by the day
tfw living my life as a constant time killer withering away
tfw greatest feeling of joy I have is when talking to people over the internet
tfw seriously considering said people as family
>tfw best enjoyment is when writing reviews
tfw nobody reads said reviews
tfw greatest accomplishment yet is making a fap material for random people on the internet
tfw spending at least one hour a day hitting the refresh button on lewd index page hoping for a notification
tfw spent more time watching anime than trying to socialize
>tfw IRL friend committed suicide a fair bit ago and I can't bring myself to shed a single tear to this day
tfw mentality of a kid, making problems out of insignificant things that shouldn't be a source of depression
tfw own mother called me worthless on impulse
tfw all of the above is pathetic

Struck out the things that don't apply to me, it's saddening how much does.

hugs @Nanashi

Backlash

Lokorfi wrote:
[hide]fuck everything i do
i interfere with people way too much
why am i such a nosy bitch[/hide]

hugs

We'll always be here for you, sweetheart.

Mimi

Ok this is going to be a long ass rant:
Basically this guy confessed his undying love for me, long story short i rejected him
and ever since without me asking, without even mentioning anything he's been wasting his money
on me, calling me, messaging me, spamming me SO FUCKING MUCH. I CAN'T FUCKING TAKE HIM ANYMORE.
When i try to ignore him he just fucking balls at me "YOU'RE NEVER NICE TO ME WAAAHHH, WHY CAN'T YOU JUST
BE NICE FOR ONCE, WHY, WHY!? MIMI I ONLY WANT THE BEST FOR YOU" And when i respond something
like "I'm busy" He gets all fucking pissed like-
"DZHIFSDHIOIOJFSJIOFADIJOFSD YOU FUCKING BITCH, EAT MY FUCKING ANAL, PUSSY, SLOBBIN ON YOUR KNOB, PIECE
OF COW SHIT WHORE"
Like are you fucking kidding me? I can't get ANY silence at this point. ANY. I am about to tear
the intestines from my fucking throat, fucking damnit.
And i mean this guy is on EVERYTHING i have, My Osu, My Skype, My fucking Steam and when i play
something HE ALWAYS FUCKING JOINS AND I CANNOT TAKE IT ANYMORE, TEARING THE HAIR FROM MY HEAD.

And i know this may sound kind of unreasonable but just take my word for it, ive got two side laners that literally
are killing themselves with me. This guy doesn't even know me in real life. I don't need this bs.

Example A:
Example B:

clicky

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Perhaps you should block them on everything they use to pester you.

Mimi

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Ive tried that already ;C
Edit: FUCK, NOW HE'S HERE
Im so fucking done i dont even care if he discovers this thread and reads it now.

Em.

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idek

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Jesus Christ, stop talking to each other, internet "relationships" never work out anyways

idek

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it ain't working mane

Aiai

I don't mean to be rude, but you can you not do this here.
This is clearly not something that should be written for everyone else to see, it's between you two.

Em.

27686

I don't even care for one I just want to be friends -_-

On a serious note, I think that ship has has sailed sadly. Relationships come and go, all you really can do is learn from your previous ones.

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