On a cold morning mid-February, I always want to challenge myself to be the best, to hone in my skills no one else in the world can ever achieve. At first glance during the first few months, I do not even know what I am doing whilst stumbling upon such a place, taking risks to lay out the foundation of my creative talents. My first major roleplay event in late April is a modest success for me, the stunning concept of making fandoms draws my inspiration even further to making more, and the sensation of starring myself in my own narratives keeps me interested.
When summer arrive, I turn 21, the biggest birthday I ever have in life, it really make me feel happier about myself, after all, being a lovable person living this century even in the darkest times stays true to my purpose. If not for the stressful events happening in real-life, I could have stretch my limits far beyond here and make a living to help strengthen small communities big enough to compete against the more trending ones out there. The second roleplay event I hold in July through August is when my skills are tested to the boiling point, the feeling of being in these brutal scenes mixing in with courage and wits keeps me on pace, and the resolve to keep going despite the short breaks is where my confidentiality comes from.
Though I do have a constant fear of letting my mind getting in the way of what is happening around me, I continue to persist in my pursuit of achieving that one dream I am hoping to come true, to become lucid once more, and my true goal is to make my civilization as utopian and attractive as possible. The third and last roleplay events set me on edge even deeper, connecting the narrative to its conclusion that a faraway planet without imagination is a planet that is not as advanced as we are now.
Lastly, my journey never stops here and never will to this day, being a person with huge determination is my only strength I have, and without it, I would not have exist here in this era, and that is how I come here in the first place.