Damn, my family is having some serious financial trouble, not since the last time happened a few years back. Okay, so the story goes that the cash manager from the government has kept screwing up the much needed deposit my father desperately needs to pay the bills twice already in a row. We are in this time of the year here in this county where more bills have to be paid than any other time of the year close to wintertime. We are only one strike away before the companies decide to make us cancel the majority of the stuff we use every day, myself included as we now have two strikes. Third strike and we will be in debt mode, meaning no fun.
So if that deposit does not come in by the end of this month, I will get so, so very mad and probably salty over their screwup, even tell my father that we are totally screwed up. Not only my dad cannot use the old bucket-quality car to go to the market, forcing him to walk all the way down the street and back up, especially on winter days, but our internet and cable too. Not to mention the bathtub and sinks unless that too would be affected somehow, we do not know, I'm having mixed feelings. Even worse, we might even run out of food and have to start eating the kinds of food that I might not even enjoy or tried in a long time.
And since I'm already deep into my Girls Frontline parody campaign for the Rebel Academy as well as my modding for GTA:SA, chances are, I'll probably halt all that. I might even try to prepare cleaning myself by undoing whatever I did to the latter and putting on vacation mode for the former in case I happen to lose my internet access over the government's laziness to fix the damn deposit order. By the time internet comes back with sufficient money in, my Rebel Academy will be sent to the boneyard along with my pacifist Latiri, in which the latter I don't care much since I don't play that often as the neutral Latirians, so I called that one as a "throwaway puppet".
I will probably miss the Z-Day madness for the time being IFÂ the issue persists. By cleaning it up, I mean, I may have to clear up all the unnecessary junk space I accumulated over the months and just pray that my family does not fall into the deadbeat trap all for nothing. Some families and companies in this country and the world take no prisoners for deadbeats.
But what about my time on here? I won’t even know if I even forced myself to start over again once I get my internet back and family recovery from being deadbeat, who knows. I’ve been on this faraway mountainous county for five years now in a small apartment and winter is fast approaching, but the bills stacked up on my family simply don’t give a shit. Last words in case I have to back out: Capitalism in any form is a dirtied promoted ideology for 80% of the world to live in, authoritarianism is the remainder 20% to get shot at for opening the damn mouth or typing the wrong keys.