Through fear, we label things we don't wish to understand as insanity.
[size=x-small]But why? Why not understand what we fear, so we can challenge it?[/size]
I chose to believe that our loss, is our fear to seek knowledge.
Greetings my fellow forum dwellers. My name is HσÏÑ” which is a character from Final Fantasy 13. My real name is Simen which carries the meaning as "The one that listens." Most people I know would support this claim, and state that because of it, my name is a fitting one. I have a keen interest in listening to people, for different reasons. The human mind is an interest of mine, how it works and how it breaks. I listen to people, I learn their past and present. I do this for a single purpose, that is that I have no greater wish than to understand the world. I believe that to understand the human mind is a key to open a path towards "paradise."
I believe that if you can understand what breaks a human, what makes them suffer, you can understand what fixes them and what makes them happy. This is the motivation for my great interest. I want to understand people, so that I can help them and assist them in any manner that they want me to. Be it to merely listen and offer advice, or anything. I wouldn't go as far as to call me an expert, and I doubt I ever will be that. But I will dear to state that I have a great amount of experience with the cruelty and kindness of this world, with death and life, as well as with the mind and its limits on myself. As a saying of my life, my goal and my interest, this is my favorite quote;
I watch and guard, I listen and stay quiet. I will guard all of you, from the shadows in the back, with tears in my eyes, all alone.
A statement that means that I will work towards my goal to help as many people as I can, from the dark if I have to. I won't ask for happiness, love or joy. I will settle with tears and pain if I have to, as long as I can act as a guardian for others. That is my reason for being alive. Though I figure I have been mumbling about this interest long enough right now, if you have any questions regarding it, then ask me. Now I will place my attention towards writing a few facts about myself. That is, if you don't mind me doing so?
I am a teen in the age of seventeen and I was born twenty fifth of May. I am a homosexual male with a backstory of depression, loss and suffering. Though besides that, I've also had a backstory of love, compassion and happiness thanks to my loved ones. My nationality, place I grew up and was born are all the same. I am a Norwegian. That should give you a basic idea over who I am and my major interests in life. If you are sitting with any questions regarding me, then as with the other paragraph, ask me.