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04-06-2019, 01:21 AM
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(04-06-2019, 01:02 AM)Angel Wrote:
(04-06-2019, 12:44 AM)Backlash Wrote:
(04-05-2019, 08:32 PM)Angel Wrote: Random thought I got.No need to answer it

Do mtf trans keep their Male privileges and if they're  white do they keep their white Male privileges? We need a shower thought thread

Only if one's a TERF, I reckon.

Nobody likes a goddamn TERF.

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Damn didn't think those were a thing past 2016. Thought that branch of sjws were finished

You'd be shocked at the amount of people still clinging to GamerGate to this day. We're coming up on the fifth anniversary but some people just can't move on from it.

 
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04-06-2019, 01:28 AM
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(04-06-2019, 01:21 AM)All in One Wrote:
(04-06-2019, 01:02 AM)Angel Wrote:
(04-06-2019, 12:44 AM)Backlash Wrote:
(04-05-2019, 08:32 PM)Angel Wrote: Random thought I got.No need to answer it

Do mtf trans keep their Male privileges and if they're  white do they keep their white Male privileges? We need a shower thought thread

Only if one's a TERF, I reckon.

Nobody likes a goddamn TERF.

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Damn didn't think those were a thing past 2016. Thought that branch of sjws were finished

You'd be shocked at the amount of people still clinging to GamerGate to this day. We're coming up on the fifth anniversary but some people just can't move on from it.

Woah that did shock me. People need to learn to move on and let go of stupid shit
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04-06-2019, 05:39 AM
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Time for the next test day.


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04-06-2019, 03:54 PM
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The smell of rain is always so refreshing.

(04-06-2019, 05:39 AM)Loko Wrote: Time for the next test day.

That was basically me all of last week. At least it's over.

 
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04-06-2019, 06:28 PM
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(04-06-2019, 03:54 PM)All in One Wrote: The smell of rain is always so refreshing.

(04-06-2019, 05:39 AM)Loko Wrote: Time for the next test day.

That was basically me all of last week. At least it's over.

Today was frustrating, but we got through it. We had to shut the staff cafeteria down 2 hours early though lmao, everyone ate through our supply


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04-07-2019, 03:33 PM
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I should try not being a manipulative piece of shit for once.

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04-07-2019, 03:37 PM
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(04-07-2019, 03:33 PM)seel Wrote: I should try not being a manipulative piece of shit for once.

Oh dear, is everything okie?

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04-07-2019, 03:40 PM
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(04-07-2019, 03:37 PM)malmon Wrote:
(04-07-2019, 03:33 PM)seel Wrote: I should try not being a manipulative piece of shit for once.

Oh dear, is everything okie?

Yup. Just thought about the past like 7 years of my life and I noticed a trend. It's not like I'm harming anyone or being mean with my actions, they're harmless but the end result is always advantageous in my favor or I get rewarded in some way for them.

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04-07-2019, 04:00 PM
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(04-07-2019, 03:40 PM)seel Wrote:
(04-07-2019, 03:37 PM)malmon Wrote:
(04-07-2019, 03:33 PM)seel Wrote: I should try not being a manipulative piece of shit for once.

Oh dear, is everything okie?

Yup. Just thought about the past like 7 years of my life and I noticed a trend. It's not like I'm harming anyone or being mean with my actions, they're harmless but the end result is always advantageous in my favor or I get rewarded in some way for them.

Maybe that's just because you're actually a good person, and therefore others are more likely to give something in return?

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04-07-2019, 04:16 PM
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(04-07-2019, 04:00 PM)malmon Wrote:
(04-07-2019, 03:40 PM)seel Wrote:
(04-07-2019, 03:37 PM)malmon Wrote:
(04-07-2019, 03:33 PM)seel Wrote: I should try not being a manipulative piece of shit for once.

Oh dear, is everything okie?

Yup. Just thought about the past like 7 years of my life and I noticed a trend. It's not like I'm harming anyone or being mean with my actions, they're harmless but the end result is always advantageous in my favor or I get rewarded in some way for them.

Maybe that's just because you're actually a good person, and therefore others are more likely to give something in return?

Maybe. I'm not a psychiatrist or therapist so perhaps that is it, but a lot of it feels like I knew how things would work out if I just did X and Y. And that feels manipulative to me, but maybe I'm wrong? idk.

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04-07-2019, 04:54 PM
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(04-07-2019, 04:16 PM)seel Wrote:
(04-07-2019, 04:00 PM)malmon Wrote:
(04-07-2019, 03:40 PM)seel Wrote:
(04-07-2019, 03:37 PM)malmon Wrote: Oh dear, is everything okie?

Yup. Just thought about the past like 7 years of my life and I noticed a trend. It's not like I'm harming anyone or being mean with my actions, they're harmless but the end result is always advantageous in my favor or I get rewarded in some way for them.

Maybe that's just because you're actually a good person, and therefore others are more likely to give something in return?

Maybe. I'm not a psychiatrist or therapist so perhaps that is it, but a lot of it feels like I knew how things would work out if I just did X and Y. And that feels manipulative to me, but maybe I'm wrong? idk.

Sounds less like manipulation and more like intuition


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04-07-2019, 05:11 PM
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(04-07-2019, 04:16 PM)seel Wrote:
(04-07-2019, 04:00 PM)malmon Wrote:
(04-07-2019, 03:40 PM)seel Wrote:
(04-07-2019, 03:37 PM)malmon Wrote: Oh dear, is everything okie?

Yup. Just thought about the past like 7 years of my life and I noticed a trend. It's not like I'm harming anyone or being mean with my actions, they're harmless but the end result is always advantageous in my favor or I get rewarded in some way for them.

Maybe that's just because you're actually a good person, and therefore others are more likely to give something in return?

Maybe. I'm not a psychiatrist or therapist so perhaps that is it, but a lot of it feels like I knew how things would work out if I just did X and Y. And that feels manipulative to me, but maybe I'm wrong? idk.

(04-07-2019, 04:54 PM)Loko Wrote:
(04-07-2019, 04:16 PM)seel Wrote:
(04-07-2019, 04:00 PM)malmon Wrote:
(04-07-2019, 03:40 PM)seel Wrote: Yup. Just thought about the past like 7 years of my life and I noticed a trend. It's not like I'm harming anyone or being mean with my actions, they're harmless but the end result is always advantageous in my favor or I get rewarded in some way for them.

Maybe that's just because you're actually a good person, and therefore others are more likely to give something in return?

Maybe. I'm not a psychiatrist or therapist so perhaps that is it, but a lot of it feels like I knew how things would work out if I just did X and Y. And that feels manipulative to me, but maybe I'm wrong? idk.

Sounds less like manipulation and more like intuition

Yeah, I'd be more inclined to call it manipulation if it involved giving yourself an unfair advantage at the other person's expense.

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04-07-2019, 05:26 PM
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In order for me to get access to this place from now on, I have to dig through one of our earlier posts' images when typing this site's name as there's no more direct linking to the home page anymore or simply typing a particular active thread I want to visit. It is not the end of me here yet, just a nuisance.

Anyways, I made a clean restart of my reinstalled San Andreas and beat it 100% again with a slightly improved time of 21 hrs, 56 mins. This is by far my very best final run because I didn't die or get busted, even kept the minigun stolen from Area 69 all the way to the end and used it against Big Smoke. I got to around 4 million dollars at the game's end and saved it, with the in-game clock at 22:00. The internal date reads as May 3, 1992 on a Sunday, but the game ended the day prior. With perfect timing of the final mission being April 30/May 1, I felt like I made Homura proud, and yes, she does have a skin of her own ported from her combat game only though a JP account register, and an alternative school outfit skin as well, simply by watching Puella Magi vids of San Andreas, and looking down in their description for surviving links.

Now that all is well again as it was before I started modding, I can be sure I am ready to try again but will try to take proactive steps to back up the game and not just the peds in case if it gets wrecked again, probably starting tomorrow. I might even try to test the game unmodded without the Frame Limiter setting, but I can't quite sure if it can lead to some interesting side effects, not to mention the sneaky heart attack error when CJ attempts to climb something or firing weapons becoming much smoother.

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04-07-2019, 06:52 PM
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(04-07-2019, 04:54 PM)Loko Wrote:
(04-07-2019, 04:16 PM)seel Wrote:
(04-07-2019, 04:00 PM)malmon Wrote:
(04-07-2019, 03:40 PM)seel Wrote: Yup. Just thought about the past like 7 years of my life and I noticed a trend. It's not like I'm harming anyone or being mean with my actions, they're harmless but the end result is always advantageous in my favor or I get rewarded in some way for them.

Maybe that's just because you're actually a good person, and therefore others are more likely to give something in return?

Maybe. I'm not a psychiatrist or therapist so perhaps that is it, but a lot of it feels like I knew how things would work out if I just did X and Y. And that feels manipulative to me, but maybe I'm wrong? idk.

Sounds less like manipulation and more like intuition

(04-07-2019, 05:11 PM)malmon Wrote:
(04-07-2019, 04:16 PM)seel Wrote:
(04-07-2019, 04:00 PM)malmon Wrote:
(04-07-2019, 03:40 PM)seel Wrote: Yup. Just thought about the past like 7 years of my life and I noticed a trend. It's not like I'm harming anyone or being mean with my actions, they're harmless but the end result is always advantageous in my favor or I get rewarded in some way for them.

Maybe that's just because you're actually a good person, and therefore others are more likely to give something in return?

Maybe. I'm not a psychiatrist or therapist so perhaps that is it, but a lot of it feels like I knew how things would work out if I just did X and Y. And that feels manipulative to me, but maybe I'm wrong? idk.

(04-07-2019, 04:54 PM)Loko Wrote:
(04-07-2019, 04:16 PM)seel Wrote:
(04-07-2019, 04:00 PM)malmon Wrote: Maybe that's just because you're actually a good person, and therefore others are more likely to give something in return?

Maybe. I'm not a psychiatrist or therapist so perhaps that is it, but a lot of it feels like I knew how things would work out if I just did X and Y. And that feels manipulative to me, but maybe I'm wrong? idk.

Sounds less like manipulation and more like intuition

Yeah, I'd be more inclined to call it manipulation if it involved giving yourself an unfair advantage at the other person's expense.

Makes me feel a bit better if it really isn't manipulation. Still not sure how to feel about it all.

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04-08-2019, 07:19 AM
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My appointment with the counselor is coming up soon. Maybe soon I will find any answer to the problems I have


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04-08-2019, 08:14 AM
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(04-08-2019, 07:19 AM)Loko Wrote: My appointment with the counselor is coming up soon. Maybe soon I will find any answer to the problems I have

Best of luck, Loko-san! <3

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04-08-2019, 02:36 PM
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The "Games need an easy mode reee" thing going on is bad. Just go back to playing candy crush karen
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04-08-2019, 03:04 PM
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So apparently I have a really bad vitamin D deficiency >.<

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04-08-2019, 03:06 PM
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(04-08-2019, 02:36 PM)Angel Wrote: The "Games need an easy mode reee" thing going on is bad. Just go back to playing candy crush karen

It's not particularly hard to adjust numbers to make the game easier. While I don't really know about this "Games need an easy mode" thing, I can see why someone would want to. Games are more than just mechanics and playing, some have extremely interesting and intricate stories that people want to experience, but due to their lack of ability they can't. And honestly, how hard is it to get the intern to change numbers.

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04-08-2019, 07:26 PM
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(04-08-2019, 08:14 AM)Backlash Wrote:
(04-08-2019, 07:19 AM)Loko Wrote: My appointment with the counselor is coming up soon. Maybe soon I will find any answer to the problems I have

Best of luck, Loko-san! <3

Thanks :)


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04-10-2019, 08:10 AM (This post was last modified: 04-10-2019, 08:12 AM by LucianDreamer.)
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I'm much more prepared for the anamalous effects of the forthcoming anime invasion than last time now that my speedrun has improved drastically by the number of in-game days passed being less and it starts in the mid-spring of 1992 just not long after the historic riots subsided. I can sense their revolutionary drums beating slowly as the number of ordinary citizens begin to fall over to anime transformations one by one. Once all of the ordinary female peds have fallen to anime girls, things will get very interesting in one of two ways, hence the new disposition meter.

Performing acts of good with the waifus (not ordinary people) and doing missions with them raises up this meter slowly into the red (the heart symbol), unlocking useful animations, features and encounters with this side of the invasion. On the contrary, helping the cops even though they are all corrupt nonetheless, provoking or killing anime girls, and disrespecting their culture are all ways to push the meter into the blue. (the lightning symbol) A high enough positive disposition means they'll actually help me stamp out corruption in their path, aid me when you need them the most, and even the opportunity to make friendships, whereas a high enough negative disposition generally means they'll come after me like the police, becoming tougher to evade the deeper into the blue it gets.

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04-10-2019, 08:38 AM
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Job interviews will be the death of me

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04-10-2019, 10:26 AM
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(04-10-2019, 08:38 AM)malmon Wrote: Job interviews will be the death of me

You've got this! <3

(04-10-2019, 08:10 AM)LucianDreamer Wrote: I'm much more prepared for the anamalous effects of the forthcoming anime invasion than last time now that my speedrun has improved drastically by the number of in-game days passed being less and it starts in the mid-spring of 1992 just not long after the historic riots subsided. I can sense their revolutionary drums beating slowly as the number of ordinary citizens begin to fall over to anime transformations one by one. Once all of the ordinary female peds have fallen to anime girls, things will get very interesting in one of two ways, hence the new disposition meter.

Performing acts of good with the waifus (not ordinary people) and doing missions with them raises up this meter slowly into the red (the heart symbol), unlocking useful animations, features and encounters with this side of the invasion. On the contrary, helping the cops even though they are all corrupt nonetheless, provoking or killing anime girls, and disrespecting their culture are all ways to push the meter into the blue. (the lightning symbol) A high enough positive disposition means they'll actually help me stamp out corruption in their path, aid me when you need them the most, and even the opportunity to make friendships, whereas a high enough negative disposition generally means they'll come after me like the police, becoming tougher to evade the deeper into the blue it gets.

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Fuck tha po-lice, we've got our waifus to save! Who's with me?!

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It's just a silly anthropomorphization but something about this picture is unsettling to me in a way I can't really explain. Good on the artist if that was their intention.

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04-10-2019, 07:51 PM
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(04-10-2019, 06:46 PM)All in One Wrote: It's just a silly anthropomorphization but something about this picture is unsettling to me in a way I can't really explain. Good on the artist if that was their intention.

Blackhole-san doesn't exist and can't hurt you.

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