I'm the motivational unmotivated man, I post on internet forums, play video games when I should be studying <some interest that maybe lasts 2 days> and practicing <things that I care about but only enough to get *meh* at> and seeing other people do <literally anything productive> makes me angry. Why would they be productive? They should be like me! Reading motivational internet memes instead. I like to doubt and hate myself as a process of "understanding" my actions. I have no self love, when other people say <something nice> to me it's because they are obligated to say it, they're just trying to be nice. If they want to hang out with me, it's because they misunderstood me for a <a good person's traits as adjective> person. I have not much irl friends because people either hate me (maybe for who I truly am) or I cut them off because I'm insecure. Funnily, I try to encourage people to achieve greatness when I never try.

I have a bachelor degree in theoretical physics, if you need help with homework you can always ask me, I would love to help. In my free time I play video games and study physics or watch youtube video. I sometimes watch anime, read manga or visual novel although I haven't been very into anime since 2013. Here is my Anilist account: https://anilist.co/user/HospitalWaitingRoom/

Thanks for spending your time reading this. I didn't spend a lot of time trying to make it fun to read, sorry if it was a bit boring. Check out my Anilist profile, I wrote a lot there.
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